Let's Spin The Block: Ep 2 "Be Prepared"....Please!

WEBVTT

00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:33.680
Music.

00:00:34.022 --> 00:00:37.422
Hey, what's up, you guys? Welcome to another episode of the Knucklehead Chronicles

00:00:37.422 --> 00:00:39.482
podcast. It is your boy, Terry, one more time.

00:00:40.422 --> 00:00:45.902
So if you are listening to this, this is the series, Spinning the Block.

00:00:46.142 --> 00:00:47.462
Spinning the Block, one more time.

00:00:49.462 --> 00:00:56.022
In the first episode, I was starting to relive my journey and where I came from.

00:00:56.122 --> 00:00:59.342
And, you know, just give you guys a little bit of insight of who I am.

00:00:59.622 --> 00:01:03.102
You know, hopefully it helps somebody out. That's kind of the purpose here.

00:01:03.102 --> 00:01:07.642
But, so in episode one, just to give you guys a little bit of a recap,

00:01:07.882 --> 00:01:09.202
that isn't just episode one.

00:01:09.642 --> 00:01:13.622
Episode one, this is where life kind of started for a brother.

00:01:14.022 --> 00:01:19.782
You know, finding out at the age of 16, I think I was 16, that my father that

00:01:19.782 --> 00:01:26.302
raised me for as long as I can remember was my, was not my biological father.

00:01:26.642 --> 00:01:29.782
It's kind of where trouble started once I found out he wasn't my dad.

00:01:30.862 --> 00:01:35.422
Mindset changes and things of that nature. I went through, I'll give you guys

00:01:35.422 --> 00:01:39.402
a story of the crush that I had. That's how I found out that my dad wasn't my dad.

00:01:40.522 --> 00:01:44.682
And the crush that I had and my mom kind of brought it home and was like,

00:01:45.342 --> 00:01:48.582
no, you can't date her because she's people.

00:01:48.802 --> 00:01:56.042
You can't do that. She's just a sister. But we'll get into what Ancestry said down the road, right?

00:01:56.142 --> 00:02:02.882
But right now, just kind of giving you a recap. Now, this is episode two of the origin.

00:02:03.342 --> 00:02:06.062
Let's spin the block. Just look at you a little bit of the episode.

00:02:06.862 --> 00:02:09.742
So, like I said, in episode one, I'll give you guys some stories.

00:02:09.882 --> 00:02:15.282
I went to the military, and I came home, and it was just a whole bunch of mess.

00:02:15.362 --> 00:02:16.802
You have to catch episode one.

00:02:17.122 --> 00:02:21.322
I want to recap it all the way in this one. I can check out episode one.

00:02:22.222 --> 00:02:26.082
So, this is episode two. This is my first marriage, okay?

00:02:26.482 --> 00:02:31.062
My first marriage. Let me tell you something, man. This is going to be a cautionary

00:02:31.062 --> 00:02:36.282
tale of getting married way too young and not knowing what you're doing.

00:02:36.622 --> 00:02:39.462
So, if there's anybody out there that's listening to me right now,

00:02:39.622 --> 00:02:42.902
please, I encourage you. I encourage you.

00:02:43.182 --> 00:02:47.142
If you are not ready to get married, if you are not ready, don't.

00:02:47.902 --> 00:02:52.462
Do not be pressured into getting married. Don't do that either.

00:02:54.182 --> 00:02:57.502
Because once you say, I do, to somebody, that's a permanent thing.

00:02:57.502 --> 00:02:59.842
I mean, you know, everybody know what marriage is, you know.

00:03:00.262 --> 00:03:05.262
It was rough. It was rough for me. My first marriage, boy, and I hope she'll

00:03:05.262 --> 00:03:09.042
start listening to this, and she probably will because she kind of supports everything I do.

00:03:09.662 --> 00:03:12.902
But nonetheless, I got married.

00:03:13.582 --> 00:03:17.182
I got married at the age of 19 years old.

00:03:18.122 --> 00:03:22.842
19. 19 is just not the age where anybody should be getting married.

00:03:23.082 --> 00:03:26.702
I don't care if you're financially stable or whatever.

00:03:27.502 --> 00:03:29.982
You should not be getting married at 19. Oh.

00:03:32.752 --> 00:03:36.872
So, yeah, I got married 19 years old. I'm not going to relate her name because

00:03:36.872 --> 00:03:38.392
it's not important here.

00:03:39.032 --> 00:03:46.372
Just know that in 19, not being married at such a young age,

00:03:46.452 --> 00:03:50.052
I mean, I didn't even know how to wipe my own ass good at 19,

00:03:50.592 --> 00:03:54.332
and here I am trying to get married, right?

00:03:55.212 --> 00:03:57.732
So here's a funny story. Well, it's not really funny, but here's a story.

00:03:58.352 --> 00:04:04.392
I met my very first wife on a hookup, on a hookup, my cousin,

00:04:04.972 --> 00:04:10.312
I guess her and my, her and my cousin were friends. I guess I started, I never knew her.

00:04:10.692 --> 00:04:14.192
Of course I know my cousin, but my cousin and her were friends.

00:04:14.992 --> 00:04:18.512
So my cousin, I guess she, the story that I was told from,

00:04:18.772 --> 00:04:26.432
I was, I was told from my cousin, that, hey, she's been through a rough time,

00:04:26.452 --> 00:04:31.212
and she wanted a good man. I thought about you, and here we are.

00:04:32.292 --> 00:04:35.172
So I get up with her, or I meet with her for the first time.

00:04:35.972 --> 00:04:39.572
I don't think it was an instant love thing. It came shortly thereafter,

00:04:39.712 --> 00:04:41.512
but it wasn't that instant type of deal.

00:04:42.452 --> 00:04:46.512
Her situation that she came out of, she was engaged to be married,

00:04:46.712 --> 00:04:52.272
and the guy that she was supposed to marry, stood her up.

00:04:52.792 --> 00:04:55.952
He stood her up. And so she didn't get married.

00:04:56.052 --> 00:05:02.152
So of course, my assumption is she was still gung-ho and still ready to get married. Right?

00:05:02.552 --> 00:05:06.152
So I kind of came into a situation. I'm 19. I'm mad at my mom.

00:05:06.972 --> 00:05:11.232
Like I told you before, in episode one, it was strenuous between my mother and

00:05:11.232 --> 00:05:16.772
I because I felt like she had lied to me all these years. But anyways, that's the point.

00:05:17.692 --> 00:05:21.072
So I was just, I was kind of rebellious, kind of hard-headed.

00:05:21.512 --> 00:05:25.232
Well, I ain't going to say kind of. I was really, really, really hard-headed

00:05:25.232 --> 00:05:27.172
and really, really rebellious.

00:05:27.452 --> 00:05:31.152
And so at the age of 19, this opportunity came about. And I was like,

00:05:31.272 --> 00:05:36.112
you know, we had, you know, we had a lot of situations and stories I could tell

00:05:36.112 --> 00:05:37.872
you that happened between me and her.

00:05:38.312 --> 00:05:45.672
Where I actually had moved in with her and her mother and her brother and all that.

00:05:45.672 --> 00:05:50.192
He and I were working at this place and I came home from work one day and her

00:05:50.192 --> 00:05:53.332
mom came home and was like, you gotta go.

00:05:53.652 --> 00:05:58.752
I mean, no rhyme or reason, no warning, you gotta go. Right?

00:05:59.972 --> 00:06:02.852
So, of course, what am I supposed to do? I'm not gonna stay there.

00:06:03.052 --> 00:06:06.752
You know what I mean? So I went in, packed up my trash bag and got in the car

00:06:06.752 --> 00:06:09.512
and went on back home to my mom and my dad.

00:06:10.412 --> 00:06:14.612
It was tumultuous because at this time she got pregnant and she was,

00:06:14.612 --> 00:06:21.092
She got pregnant with our second daughter, or my second daughter, my youngest.

00:06:21.712 --> 00:06:25.712
But let's go back a taste because I think I went too far in the story with her.

00:06:26.686 --> 00:06:34.446
Getting married at 19 was or is, okay, getting married at 19 and not having

00:06:34.446 --> 00:06:36.926
any money is the hardest thing to do.

00:06:37.206 --> 00:06:42.986
So if you are getting married, no matter how old you are, have some money.

00:06:43.206 --> 00:06:44.386
Y'all saying stash somewhere.

00:06:44.706 --> 00:06:51.186
I had nothing. I think at the time I was washing dishes at a grocery store that

00:06:51.186 --> 00:06:53.366
had a restaurant. I wasn't making any money.

00:06:53.646 --> 00:06:57.906
I had no business getting married, but because I wanted to make her happy and

00:06:57.906 --> 00:07:01.686
because she was already in that mode of marriage.

00:07:02.106 --> 00:07:04.466
And so I was like, you know what? Yeah, I was going to get married.

00:07:04.746 --> 00:07:07.906
You know, whatever. I went to Justice of the Peace. I got married.

00:07:09.526 --> 00:07:16.346
Our first place that we rented was a two-bedroom duplex.

00:07:17.786 --> 00:07:21.866
And of course, we had a neighbor, an elderly neighbor.

00:07:22.046 --> 00:07:28.346
He was cool. So, and the guy that we rented from was a Bill Bondsman.

00:07:28.446 --> 00:07:30.546
He was a very famous Bill Bondsman in my hometown.

00:07:30.746 --> 00:07:37.206
I think he's passed away now, but he was infamous for being a slumlord, right?

00:07:37.586 --> 00:07:40.846
So we lived in this place, and it was riggedy, right?

00:07:40.946 --> 00:07:44.946
So it was me, my wife, and it was her son.

00:07:44.986 --> 00:07:50.046
She had an older son, you know, and so she gets pregnant with my daughter.

00:07:50.926 --> 00:07:55.666
And the struggle is real. The struggle is really real. I mean,

00:07:55.766 --> 00:07:58.626
we struggled to pay bills. We struggled to put gas in our car.

00:07:59.046 --> 00:08:04.546
There was a time where we had a car and I wrecked it.

00:08:04.906 --> 00:08:08.206
Coming from my mom's house when they got to an argument, you know,

00:08:08.266 --> 00:08:11.906
it was just a tumultuous time in my life. It was just a tumultuous time,

00:08:12.490 --> 00:08:16.270
Like I said, in the beginning, this is a cautionary tale. If you ain't ready, don't.

00:08:17.270 --> 00:08:20.930
Don't do it. You know what I'm saying? If you're not ready, if you don't have

00:08:20.930 --> 00:08:26.130
that mindset to being, you know, with one person, don't.

00:08:26.570 --> 00:08:30.490
It was 19 years old. No, I was actually 18 when I married her.

00:08:31.090 --> 00:08:35.310
We stayed married the total together six months.

00:08:35.890 --> 00:08:43.150
On paper, I think we stayed together for a year, right? But it's bad when both

00:08:43.150 --> 00:08:48.830
parties have the mindset of, I really don't care.

00:08:50.530 --> 00:08:57.330
I wasn't cheating on her, but I've done a lot of emotional cheating.

00:08:57.650 --> 00:09:00.490
I don't do anything physical. I've done a lot of emotional cheating.

00:09:00.750 --> 00:09:03.590
That's what happened with her. Because I was 18.

00:09:04.110 --> 00:09:06.350
What am I doing with a wife? I'm 18.

00:09:07.830 --> 00:09:14.530
And so I would flirt. I would, you know, gee, I think this was before the dawn

00:09:14.530 --> 00:09:15.990
of cell phones, thank God.

00:09:17.910 --> 00:09:20.950
But I did a lot of stuff. Like we would go to the grocery store and I would

00:09:20.950 --> 00:09:24.990
see somebody and I would flirt, you know, in front of her. Like I didn't really care.

00:09:25.490 --> 00:09:31.210
And so when I tell you that there was a bum rush at communication,

00:09:31.750 --> 00:09:33.510
I mean, there was no communication at all.

00:09:34.753 --> 00:09:40.413
And so with not having any communication, that broke the marriage.

00:09:40.573 --> 00:09:46.853
I mean, we were staying together at this point for Mally and for the sake of

00:09:46.853 --> 00:09:50.013
she didn't want to go back home to home, Mama. I didn't want to go back home to my mom.

00:09:50.453 --> 00:09:52.513
So we kind of stayed together for that.

00:09:53.013 --> 00:09:57.153
Don't ever, ever, ever in this life stay with somebody because you don't want to do anything.

00:09:57.833 --> 00:10:01.833
If you need to go back home, do it. If you need to restart your life,

00:10:01.953 --> 00:10:03.073
do it. Don't stay with somebody.

00:10:03.633 --> 00:10:06.133
That's almost as bad as staying with somebody because of the second kids.

00:10:06.133 --> 00:10:08.593
It doesn't work. You're staying with somebody.

00:10:09.493 --> 00:10:14.713
You're living with somebody that you really can't stand. You really can't stand,

00:10:14.833 --> 00:10:17.453
but you stay with them because of whatever reason. You stay with them.

00:10:18.053 --> 00:10:22.833
If it's anything other than the love, don't do it.

00:10:23.573 --> 00:10:26.333
That's just my little tidbit going in.

00:10:27.333 --> 00:10:31.433
So, like I said, I can tell you stories about that marriage all day long.

00:10:31.533 --> 00:10:32.933
I'm not going to sit here and bore you with those.

00:10:33.073 --> 00:10:37.013
But there are some entertaining stories, but there is a sad story I'm going

00:10:37.013 --> 00:10:41.093
to tell you here at the end that they really crushed me and to this day still affects me.

00:10:41.453 --> 00:10:46.333
And this is something that I realized in therapy that certain things in my life

00:10:46.333 --> 00:10:50.833
that I've gone through, even though I'm 50, I can go back all the way to 17,

00:10:51.653 --> 00:10:59.153
and tell you I can pinpoint different times in my life where I wish things would went different,

00:10:59.853 --> 00:11:04.213
things that still affect me emotionally today. Okay? And we'll get to that.

00:11:05.233 --> 00:11:11.853
So, when I tell you, when we both got that mindset of, I'm not doing anything.

00:11:12.453 --> 00:11:16.013
I'm not doing nothing. We ain't paying no bills. We ain't doing nothing.

00:11:17.053 --> 00:11:21.593
So, we got to the point where, now, we both love to shop and travel, right?

00:11:21.773 --> 00:11:28.093
So, we got to the point where we were like, okay, we got to rent money, right?

00:11:28.913 --> 00:11:33.993
It was crazy. We got to rent money. But instead of paying the rent,

00:11:34.213 --> 00:11:40.353
we actually put it in the gas in the car and went to the motor beach and went

00:11:40.353 --> 00:11:42.393
to the outlet to go shopping.

00:11:42.653 --> 00:11:44.633
I mean, that was both our mentalities.

00:11:44.973 --> 00:11:46.873
Listen, man, y'all got to be on the same page.

00:11:47.853 --> 00:11:50.893
It just has to be that way. You got to be on the same page. If you're not on

00:11:50.893 --> 00:11:52.093
the same page, it ain't going to work.

00:11:52.553 --> 00:11:57.533
It ain't going to work. You're waiting what catastrophe to happen. It's not going to work.

00:11:58.033 --> 00:12:00.373
And so, of course, we come back.

00:12:01.193 --> 00:12:04.313
I was on a mini excursion. Come back.

00:12:04.653 --> 00:12:09.473
And my landlord was like, okay, we got to go. We got to move out. And he evicted us.

00:12:10.447 --> 00:12:13.787
That was kind of the bottom. That was kind of the lowest at that point.

00:12:14.027 --> 00:12:17.807
I mean, that was even lower than when I didn't pay the water bill one time,

00:12:17.907 --> 00:12:18.607
and we didn't have water.

00:12:19.227 --> 00:12:21.647
And so that was bad.

00:12:22.327 --> 00:12:24.667
I made some mistakes, made some bad choices.

00:12:26.107 --> 00:12:32.267
So he ended up putting us out. And I went back to my mother's house,

00:12:32.307 --> 00:12:34.507
and she went back to her mother's house.

00:12:35.167 --> 00:12:38.447
This is the cautionary tale. This is what happened at the end.

00:12:38.447 --> 00:12:43.827
Okay she was pregnant with my daughter she was you know she was almost due I

00:12:43.827 --> 00:12:45.487
mean she by the way seven months pregnant,

00:12:46.067 --> 00:12:50.707
I'm living at my mom's I got a pretty good job at this point I got a pretty

00:12:50.707 --> 00:12:54.407
good job I'm making pretty good money I'm alright and,

00:12:55.227 --> 00:13:00.767
so when she gets now her doctor was in the same I was actually in the next town

00:13:00.767 --> 00:13:07.327
from my hometown right I lived in one our doctor was in the town next door now

00:13:07.327 --> 00:13:12.367
her mother lived in the next county the other way.

00:13:12.547 --> 00:13:19.667
Right? So what she did was eight months pregnant, she sent her to live with

00:13:19.667 --> 00:13:22.107
me because to be closer to the doctor.

00:13:23.187 --> 00:13:30.187
So, you know, I'm excited. You know, I got my wife. I got my daughter coming. You know, I'm excited.

00:13:30.947 --> 00:13:33.847
We lived with my mother and my father. Now, it was kind of a tight spot.

00:13:34.027 --> 00:13:37.387
And then my mom and my mother and father were both ministered.

00:13:37.467 --> 00:13:38.467
They didn't to appreciate that.

00:13:39.267 --> 00:13:42.627
We were married. They didn't really like it. But anywho.

00:13:43.782 --> 00:13:47.682
So she goes into labor. Oh, let me go back up.

00:13:48.002 --> 00:13:50.962
Before she went into labor, I think the week before she went into labor,

00:13:51.502 --> 00:13:53.822
I took my paycheck, bought everything.

00:13:54.082 --> 00:13:58.382
I bought the crib. I bought diapers. I bought the wiper.

00:13:58.642 --> 00:14:01.022
I mean, I did everything. I bought all kinds of stuff, clothes,

00:14:01.482 --> 00:14:05.182
blankets, bottles, everything. You name it, I bought it, right?

00:14:05.942 --> 00:14:10.322
And so I'm thinking, okay, we're going to, this is going to be okay.

00:14:10.582 --> 00:14:11.522
We're going to work out. We're going to be all right.

00:14:13.082 --> 00:14:18.402
And one day I went to work. And I went to work, worked my shift. I came home.

00:14:19.442 --> 00:14:24.562
I walk in the house, and it was just, it just seemed empty. It just seemed empty.

00:14:25.202 --> 00:14:28.562
Now, mind you, we didn't have any conversations about nothing.

00:14:28.682 --> 00:14:32.422
I mean, we were living like a family, right?

00:14:33.002 --> 00:14:36.382
I got all the stuff, crib, stroller, you know, crib, stroller,

00:14:36.602 --> 00:14:40.322
the carrier, the whole thing. I got up on everything.

00:14:40.962 --> 00:14:47.482
So this day, I walk in the house, and my mother is sitting on the couch, and she's crying.

00:14:48.002 --> 00:14:54.062
I never forget that. I can always picture, I can name you every time my mother,

00:14:54.182 --> 00:14:55.602
I see my mother cry, right?

00:14:56.322 --> 00:14:58.802
And so she was on the couch, and she was crying.

00:15:00.442 --> 00:15:03.862
I said, Mom, what's wrong with you? Now, I didn't think about it.

00:15:03.902 --> 00:15:07.202
I didn't hear Breonna crying. I didn't hear Monica Moore. I'm sorry.

00:15:09.182 --> 00:15:13.502
My wife moving. And so she's on the couch crying.

00:15:13.742 --> 00:15:18.662
And I say, Mom, what's wrong with you? And she says, they're gone. They're gone.

00:15:20.622 --> 00:15:31.422
And her mother, my wife's mother, drove down to my mother's house and took my

00:15:31.422 --> 00:15:34.902
wife and my daughter and everything that I bought and left.

00:15:35.932 --> 00:15:42.592
When I tell you that's an empty feeling because that's not what you signed up for.

00:15:42.832 --> 00:15:47.392
I mean, because you did everything you could, you're under the same roof,

00:15:47.972 --> 00:15:54.792
you buy everything the baby needs, supplies, all that, and to come home and everything is gone.

00:15:55.192 --> 00:15:58.132
Everything, wife, daughter, all the supplies.

00:16:00.372 --> 00:16:05.712
That empty feeling, if you've never felt that empty for that,

00:16:06.552 --> 00:16:09.212
was the emptiest at that point in my life though.

00:16:09.392 --> 00:16:13.972
That was the emptiest and the loneliest part of my life. Why would she do that?

00:16:15.012 --> 00:16:18.792
And don't you know that I never got a phone call with that explanation?

00:16:19.552 --> 00:16:25.572
But I knew what was going on because her mother was at that time a little bit

00:16:25.572 --> 00:16:29.932
overbearing and you know she whatever she said you did.

00:16:31.132 --> 00:16:37.932
Not me, her. You know what I mean? But all because was immaturity because it

00:16:37.932 --> 00:16:41.932
should have been a phone call from me to her.

00:16:42.092 --> 00:16:44.352
Like, what's going on? Like, why did you do that?

00:16:44.752 --> 00:16:48.652
We actually did talk about it. It was like a couple weeks or a month down the

00:16:48.652 --> 00:16:50.832
road we talked about it. It was like, what happened?

00:16:52.032 --> 00:16:56.432
What did I do? You know what I'm saying? But mom wanted her home.

00:16:57.132 --> 00:17:06.332
So she went home, you know, unbeknownst to me. So I said all that in this episode to say this.

00:17:07.593 --> 00:17:09.813
If you're not ready, don't.

00:17:12.253 --> 00:17:19.053
We have to get to a place to where we know or learn how to guard our hearts,

00:17:21.133 --> 00:17:27.933
because trauma lasts over years. And if you don't get any kind of help for it, it will consume you.

00:17:28.373 --> 00:17:32.333
And you will do things out of character because of your trauma.

00:17:32.713 --> 00:17:39.013
And I had so much trauma. And that just steamrolled It was bad.

00:17:39.413 --> 00:17:44.413
Like, I really didn't trust people. I mean, it was bad enough because I didn't met my mom.

00:17:44.593 --> 00:17:49.933
I didn't trust people, women in general. And then this happens.

00:17:50.473 --> 00:17:53.093
And there was another story, but we're not even going to talk about that.

00:17:53.913 --> 00:17:58.473
Yeah, we're not going to talk about that. But trauma on top of trauma on top of trauma.

00:17:58.713 --> 00:18:06.113
And the mistake that I made was that I moved from situation to situation and

00:18:06.113 --> 00:18:07.073
not dealing with the trauma.

00:18:08.173 --> 00:18:13.653
So it's really, really important that if you're listening to me,

00:18:13.793 --> 00:18:19.273
if you're going through something right now, listen, the positive speaker in

00:18:19.273 --> 00:18:21.533
me is that it's going to be okay.

00:18:22.233 --> 00:18:26.593
It's not okay to be okay, but it's going to be okay. And we're going to work

00:18:26.593 --> 00:18:29.813
through it. But it takes work.

00:18:30.573 --> 00:18:33.953
It takes the desire and the willingness to want to be better.

00:18:35.113 --> 00:18:38.673
And that's what it has to be. If you want to stay in your trauma,

00:18:38.813 --> 00:18:40.473
look, let's not fake the fuck.

00:18:41.813 --> 00:18:47.333
Let's not, let's not be, okay, well, I'll be okay. I'm not going to worry about

00:18:47.333 --> 00:18:48.233
it. I'm not going to deal with it.

00:18:48.853 --> 00:18:52.853
I'm that guy. I used to be that guy. Part of me still am. That guy.

00:18:53.113 --> 00:18:55.433
I don't want to deal with it right now. I'll deal with it later.

00:18:55.793 --> 00:18:56.653
I'll deal with it tomorrow.

00:18:57.073 --> 00:19:01.393
You know, you're being lazy and procrastinating when you're healing. That's me.

00:19:02.033 --> 00:19:04.793
That's probably somebody else that's out here listening. We're procrastinating,

00:19:04.913 --> 00:19:07.213
not healing. It's totally up to us, though.

00:19:08.013 --> 00:19:11.573
Nobody can fix it. Nobody can heal it but us.

00:19:12.013 --> 00:19:17.373
You can't depend on someone else. See, that's when you step into something else,

00:19:17.433 --> 00:19:21.733
then you got insecurity, and you got trust issues, and you got all kinds of stuff.

00:19:21.993 --> 00:19:25.833
Listen, stop what you're doing. Get your healing. That's all you got to do.

00:19:26.313 --> 00:19:31.393
I know it's easier said than done, but I'm just saying, it took me 50 years to get here.

00:19:32.113 --> 00:19:34.173
Don't let it take you 50 years. All right?

00:19:35.293 --> 00:19:38.853
So with that being said thank you for joining thank you for listening to the

00:19:38.853 --> 00:19:43.513
second episode let's spin the block one more time you guys have a great rest

00:19:43.513 --> 00:19:47.653
of your day stay tuned for episode 3 in a couple days you guys have been awesome

00:19:47.653 --> 00:19:48.873
if you have any questions,

00:19:49.933 --> 00:19:52.993
about the episodes and you kind of wonder what the hell are you talking about,

00:19:53.633 --> 00:19:58.293
go ahead chroniclespodcast.gmail.com hit me up I got you back you guys have

00:19:58.293 --> 00:20:03.313
a great rest of your day and remember Jesus love you I do too have a great day.

00:20:03.440 --> 00:20:37.848
Music.